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Medical Monday


Because we apparently missed a test to run on my brain and body, yesterday I had an EEG conducted prior to my appointment with the Dr. E to consult on the administration of Botox to my legs and feet. I drew the first lucky card of the day and became a guinea pig for someone just learning how to conduct EEGs. While she was very nice, I think I ended up with at least a dozen extra red pencil marks on my forehead and scalp as she measured and remeasured. Then she very slowly applied the leads using the theory that more adhesive and conductive goop is always better. Have I mentioned that I am allergic to all things adhesive? So we finally get approval from her supervisor and do the EEG testing. Results - my brain is using its wires according to plan. I would have been really upset had there been any signs of seizures or abnormalities considering that I am on a mega dose of Topomax (antiseizure drug) already for migraines, and another antizeizure drug that helps control muscle tone. As a result of the overzealous technician I had a delightful bulls eye on the middle of my forehead from her firmly and securely attaching a lead there. My hair was also glued down to my scalp, but luckily this was not my first go round with this test and so I had brought a hat. Washing my hair last night took about 20 minutes, a lot of scrubbing, and a lot of warm water to soak off the goop and the shreds of gauze still stuck to my head and be able to get my fingers through my hair let alone a hairbrush. It still itches today, so I think I may need to do a good scrub, round two this evening.
Then I had my consult appointment with Dr. E to determine whether I qualified to receive Botox treatment in  my legs to hopefully assist in releasing some of the excess tone. However I once again drew the lucky card and was given a Medical Student to play with first. She was a cute little thing and I wondered if her mommy knew that she was playing doctor. I tried hard not to laugh when she sat down and eagerly asked for my medical history. Instead I politely informed her that she would need more that that one sheet of paper if she wanted my entire history and that perhaps we should agree upon the cliffs notes version. After going over a condensed medical history, and explaining to her about how I am impacted by Dysautonomia, I then became exhibit A. I had to take off my shoes and braces so she could see my distorted and contorted feet. She asked me the stupid questions of the day.
"Where did you buy those? (pointing to my AFOs)"
"Those are custom made AFOs made by X Orthopedics."
"So did you get to choose the design?"
"Yep. I figure people are going to stare anyway, so I might as well give them something interesting to stare at."
Uncomfortable silence on her part....crickets chirp.....I try hard not to laugh.
"So to put your shoes back on do you have to straighten your toes?".
"Um, I have tried that and the thing is, they just don't straighten. So even with shoes on my toes are curled like this."
"So can you straighten your feet?"
"I can pull them towards neutral for brief periods of time, but this rotated position is how the muscles pull them. I can only hold them for a very brief (seconds) period of time in any other position because it is like pulling against a gigantic, powerful, and tight rubber band."
"So it is more comfortable the way they are (turned under)?"
"No, it hurts like this. My ankles hurt, my toes hurt, my legs hurt. I would prefer they not do this, but the extreme tone in my legs pulls them into this position. Does this look comfortable?"
"oh. Um, not really."
When she did the part of the neuro-exam to check for sensitivity, I did not have the heart or the patience to correct her and explain that you poke with the pointy end of the safety pin, not the rounded end. I am curious how she got into medical school and am just really hoping that she just began her neuro round. I had to play nicely with her for an hour. Then the real doctor came in and it took all of a ten minute discussion to decide that yes, I would in his opinion benefit from Botox injections. He wants to target the muscle on the back of my leg, one behind my shin bone (I am trying not to imagine what is involved in accessing that one!) and one or two others. I will receive the injections at a yet to be made appointment once they receive approval from my insurance and then order the proper dosage and quantity of Botox. Dosing is not an exact science, especially since this is an off label usage for it (which I found strange since I am more familiar with using it in this manner through teaching kids with spastic cerebral palsy and other disorders that caused excessive tone than cosmetic reasons) so the first dosage is like any other medication really - the best calculation but each person reacts differently. It takes 2-3 weeks to see results and results peak at about 2 months. I do plan on warning the doctor when he does the injections that a recent episode of Mythbusters, which proved that women can tolerate more pain than men and redheads more than any others, also showed that cursing increases pain tolerance by 30% and I may take the liberty to test that theory myself - afterall he is going to be injecting a muscle BEHIND my shinbone!!
All added together I was at the neurology clinic for 3.5 hours - 1 of which I spent as Exhibit A for the medical student. Because of my "unusual" medical history and presentation I tend to be lucky and draw med students and interns and residents frequently. But all in all it is good news - the wiring works in my brain, and we have a new tool to try and reduce the spasticity/dystonia in my legs.
3 comments:

Thankful for no seizures, too.

You are most patient allowing med students to interview you. I better stop there.

I understand Botox injections are painful despite topical anesthetic. Consider asking for more/max painreliever from whoever is in charge. These days they are using mild anesthetic for children during injections.

Can you make the appt to start the process for your next pair of orthoses - right after you have the injections. I mean, why wait until the shots are done to start calling?

And, I've been holding myself back - are you yet a beneficiary of MDA benevolence? Can you get your DME person to spec a power chair for you in anticipation of MDA funding?

Yea. I'm pushy like that. Barbara


Don't forget to keep packing that patience and tolerance my dear....your brilliant specialists were once med students too.... :) I hope you get positive results from these Botox injections...I also hope they pump you full of Versed so you won't remember the experience if they are forcing you to be awake! Love you and miss you.... :)


I just want to nod at what Barbara said and say... ditto!
Glad to hear you were nice to the students...
you have great patience darlin...


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I am a thirty year old enigma who has defied every expectation ever placed upon me and refused every definition created for me. My greatest passion in life is to make a difference in the lives of children with special needs and their families. As a special education teacher I broke all of the unwritten rules to make sure that my kids received the services they needed and had a right to receive. I have never been so proud to be reprimanded before in my life. Now, due to unpredictable twists in life, I am learning first hand what life is like when you rely upon a wheelchair for mobility. I am a medical puzzle with the pieces slowly being identified and put together, and my medical bills alone could fund a small nation. It takes a village to keep me alive. :) However, I am not defined by the genetic misspellings. I am a teacher, a daughter, an aunt, a friend, a dreamer, a reader, an amateur photographer, a writer, an advocate, a star gazer, a world changer. I am stubborn, situationally shy, quick to use humor and wit to make others laugh or cope with a situation, sarcastic, fiercely independent, giving, compassionate (sometimes to a fault), protective of those I love, defiant of arbitrary boundaries, perfectionistic, self conscious, self assured (yes you can be both!), articulate and occasionally dramatic. And that is just what I could fit in two sentences! :)

Who's On First, What's On Second, I Don't Know! (Third Base!!)*

Simple Vocabulary Definitions for those who may not speak fluent medical :)

Undiagnosed Progressive Neurological Disorder- This is the diagnosis that is believed to make everything else fit together. It explains my frequent infections, my muscle weakness and dystonia, my dysautonomia, my cardiac issues, my inability to regulate blood pressure, my dysphagia, my ataxia, my severe fatigue, my extreme nausea, my gastrointestinal dysmotility and IBS like syndrome, my unbelievable migraines, my sensory changes in my arms and legs, my vision issues, my hearing loss (so much for blaming medication), and so much more. Going back to infancy and childhood, this would explain the severe apnea, the significantly delayed motor skills, the reason why I could never keep up with my peers in physical activities, the neurogenic bladder, the malfunctioning thyroid, and my frequent illnesses and vomiting. This is the diagnosis now being used since the DNA testing for Mitochondrial Disease came back odd and I can not afford the expenses of a workup at the Mayo Clinic. We are treating symptomatically.

Pan-Dysautonomia- "Pan" means that it impacts many different systems of my body, "dysautonomia" is a failure of my autonomic nervous system or the part of my brain that does all of the automatic things that do not require conscious thought like telling your heart to beat, regulating your blood pressure, adjusting your body temperature, maintaining balance in space, digesting food, hunger and thirst, etc. It is believed that I have had this from birth based upon my history of symptoms, including severe life threatening apnea as an infant, but the cause remains elusive at this time

Dystonia- abnormal muscle tone and spasticity, including painful spasms, that primarily impacts my feet and lower legs and is now starting to be a problem in my back

Ataxia- difficulty maintaining balance and coordinating/executing movements

Dysphagia- difficulty swallowing due to any number of causes including muscle weakness and poor muscle coordination

Adipsia- the absence of a sense of thirst



Other Medical Issues- Lupus Anticoagulant (autoimmune disease that causes me to tend to form blood clots and has already caused two deep vein blood clots and one mild stroke), Migraines, unknown connective tissue disorder, abnormal gastric motility, allergies, history of v-tach and severe sinus tachycardia, changes to my echocardiagram that include leaking valves and a new murmur, low blood pressure, ataxia, untreated PFO (small hole in my heart that increases the risk of stroke), chronic lymphadema in my left arm, Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, Narcolepsy/Idiopathic CNS Hypersomnolance (believed to be a result of the dysautonomia and my brain's inability to regulate the sleep/wake cycle), mild hearing loss, malformed optic nerves, polycystic ovarian syndrome, pernicious anemia, vitamin deficiencies


* Title comes from an old Abbot and Costello routine that I chose to memorize in 6th grade and absolutely love.
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